Finding My Balance

Balancing

It’s been a LONG time since I’ve posted here. So much stuff has gone on in my life that I’ve allowed to throw me off into the bushes. I’ve come to understand that other people’s mental health issues can really derail me. As a gift to myself, I have started focusing on me and my connection. Everything is still going on around me, but with Abraham and meditation, I am regaining my balance.

This morning, I started out by pulling some cards from my “The Good Tarot” oracle deck. I shuffled them with this question in mind: “What do I need to know in order to reach my highest joyful to self?” Mind you, joyful has been pretty scarce around these parts for a while.

6/10 Good Tarot Oracle Card Reading

Messenger of Air

First Card: Where you are now

Opinions informed by experience, adherence to dogma, allegiance to a way of thinking or acting, a learned response, subconscious programming, and swift reactions or responses.

“I need to broaden my perspective.”

“I am reacting to a situation from my past. I have to think about whether I want to do things the old way or respond differently this time.”

” I can adapt a new way of thinking and behaving.”

“If I am swift and move quickly, ensuring my actions are for the highest good, positive outcomes are assured.”

Call

Second Card: What is coming in to influence the situation

Purpose and true prosperity

I have everything I need right now to move forward with purpose. I’m being called into a deeper and more authentic relationship with myself, with my Higher Power, and with others. I am here for a reason. I’m required to step forward into my true self, expressing that through my actions. I need to trust that my life has a purpose, that I am “enough” and that within me is a divine blueprint that has meaning for myself and others.

Page of Water

Third Card: The energy that will come in to influence the situation if you continue along the same path you are on.

Open-heartedness, childlike innocence and curiosity, beginning of intimacy and relationships, playfulness, cheerful optimism.

“I open my heart fully, allowing myself to feel childlike wonder and innocence.”

“All adventures lead me where I need to go. Love awaits!”

“Life is a delightful dance, and I am here to frolic and play. I am ready with a big smile and I have on my dancing shoes.”

Well, that was pretty spot on. I am definitely stuck with a bad case of what-is-itis. Most of current thinking is definitely due to past experiences. Subsequently, that thinking makes me act in ways that aren’t always forward moving. I’m pretty much stuck in my old patterns.

The second and third cards are pretty much affirming that my decision to move forward and become more ME is a good path 🙂 I am not sure what my purpose is and that is a tad bit scary. It feels like jumping without a parachute. But it looks like I am most definitely guided so I have to be open to the guidance and the path and purpose will become clear.

I know I have plenty of subsconscious stuff but between meditation and eft, I think I can make my way though. Patience and persistence are my friends. 🌈💖🌈💖